March 2012
Stupid empathy testing AP Psych. Stupid everyone. Go ahead and tell me I’m not empathetic. Fuck fine. But you can’t tell me I haven’t suffered through my own trials of emotions. You can’t tell me I don’t understand, or that I don’t have the ability to try to. You can’t tell me I can’t share the emotions of another because fuck dammit I can. Whether...
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February 2012
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I’m okay with being alone. As long as I’m not actively aware.
I hate being in a room full of people, feeling alone. I hate talking to people and not conversing with them. I hate feeling like I hide myself behind an electric fence — hurting people when they try to get to close.
I hate being so unable to connect to people. I hate that it’s my fault. I hate going through a...
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mysteampunkheart:
deadcentaur:
mysteampunkheart:
deadcentaur replied to your post: I’m doing a tumblr project for class btw \m/ …
can we pls be frends nao….???
Roxanne how many times do we have to go over this.
It’s just not meant to be okay.
#hermit crab w/ no friends 4 lyfe
#julio luv mi
#roxanne you are unloveable
#it’s okay though I’m too fab for most people anyway so it’s not...
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mysteampunkheart:
deadcentaur replied to your post: I’m doing a tumblr project for class btw \m/ …
can we pls be frends nao….???
Roxanne how many times do we have to go over this.
It’s just not meant to be okay.
#hermit crab w/ no friends 4 lyfe
#julio luv mi
FACK I DON’T KNOW HOW TO TALK TO PEOPLE THAT I’M IMPRESSED BY.
*too much video games, not enough physical interaction with people
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paint your own nebula →
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The time I try to help a fellow get change to get on a bus, a stupid drunk Mexican comes by, yells, “Help a Mexican out, bby”, and then pushes over the other guy when I gave the fellow change and starts a fight.
People are stupid.
Hate that my dad keeps telling me what to do while being the reason why I can’t do it.
Honor Band. God. If every band could play that way, with so much emotion that it makes you shiver, I’d never leave.
But being in a high school band full of half-assed musicians wannabes. Merp. It’d be a shock to feel anything at all.
Ok, your humor and comfortability in the group caught my eye. But never would I have thought that I’d be so drawn in purely by the music you play. Omg.
Long day. It was all worth it. c:
I’m so happy about today!
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I’m dead. I’m dying. Even my dad knows it. Get home at 10, tell him I have to eat dinner real quick and wake up in about 8 hours to start my performance rush that ends at around 8:30pm.
Never live ever again.
On the upside, I ran into Harry today! And met Mira Mesa kiddos who thought I was one of them for a moment. Luis is a very nice boy and I enjoy the fact that he tried to save...
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Full orchestra wind+percussion rehearsal killed me. But it’s so much fun to people-watch heenk. The director scares me a bit and it was a rough start, especially with Aaron and Erin and stupid waiting 1.5 hours to play ~20 measures of music.
I enjoyed getting dinner with Jake and new-friend Dani. C: Mother fucking why have I never gotten the kid’s meal at Taco Bell it’s so...
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A small convo I had today with my teammates. hahah
Kathleen: [to me] You're so much better than ******.
Minh: Kathleen, don't your lips hurt from kissing so much ass?!
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Just because the computer is on doesn’t mean you have the rights to nose around my business on here. If I wanted you to know something, fucking I’d tell you. Quit nosing, it’s fucking irritating.
I’m on the computer so much because I hate the real life, in this house, with you. I can’t stand you. Ever heard of respect of privacy? Fucking stupid.
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Dead week. Honor band made me soops tired and I hate when directors start to lash out a bit of anger at you. Merp. But hay, twas good progress and everything is nice. C: I’m digging the djembe player’s groovin’ in Strange Humors. Ah~!
And getting down on the guard work. Haaayl yee. \m/
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Not a good day to start. Fucking omg make me mad more than anything.
#firstworldproblems God, just can you not. Consistently stand in everyone’s way in the grocery store. Making it impossible for me to follow you in the store and then getting a little pissy when I couldn’t keep up. Be a little considerate. And mother fucking on the road too. Fucking cut everyone off and almost cause a...
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Sigh. It’s not that I don’t like how he’s changing the entire beginning of the show or all the drill, it’s just.
Ok, yeah, I really hate the fact that he’s changing the entire beginning of the show. Mother eff.
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“I’m not losing sleep!!”
~* 4 day weekend starts ~* First day without having to wake up at 6am-8am for colorguard practice ~* First day of actual sleep-in time ~* Sleeps for 14 hours
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